Romanticize it but I never give in
My darkness my weakness my savage lying within
Feed the flames stoke the fire watch the anarchy rise higher
Chaos leads our life which way off balance with order no way to take off inside our life just cant be let off
to live with inside I find
a fragile friendship left behind
Black scripture leaks from my fingertips
Lucid ships holding the shipments
White bound books are holding secrets

Repeating Mistake
Repeating Mistake
Repeating Mistake
Mistakes on Repeat

I don’t know how but I want to be this
Consume the cell i infiltrate through monster
Bleeding out my blood I am a ghost I am a Spector
I need to know the meaning
And I need to find the secrets
I need to be the one with power moving stars to Venus
My mind and thoughts and eyes
Are set up towards the skies
Contextual constellations conceptualize my life
Runes Astronomy Religion Power
Spiritual Desire my body shall devour
My shackles my inhibitor
My limiter my limit break
There’s just no more that I can take
Burned alive at the stake
Repeating mistake
Mistakes repeated my hearts still gone and my souls been deleted

Repeating mistake
Repeating mistake
Repeating mistake
Mistakes on repeat

How can I know where should I go
Swimming upwards through the rapids
Going straight against the flow
Going against the grain
Avoiding sorrow avoiding pain
Avoiding your life as long as you can
Reach for realms in the palm of your hand
Life without a joystick vida video juegos
Pairing my reality tapped the Wired without a download
Experimenting like Lain
Experiment upon my brain
Locate and replace all my weaknesses
with the codexes of your perfection
Cybernetic Promises
Inject me fill with your infection
Sold the shards of humanity to achieve my ideal form
A quest for power lingers in me
Desire lurking hunts for more

My weakness must be overcome
And so my body I destroy
Goodbye to the world that I once knew
decrepit man immortal boy

Made for this and yet I reminisce in constant miss
To push way past my past the shadows last my sorrows skip
The world around won’t last it’s fading fast and so I grip
But I’m gripping on to what’s not round
Left me cold and lonely now
Want to keep trying but I don’t know how
to give up, all my life I been split up
years later I’m still picking up the pieces
Pieces & shards of eternal destroya
Shards and weakness parts of inner hearts that just can’t start my mind and body split apart my soul and spirit works of art

Repeating mistake
Repeating mistake
Repeating mistake
I can’t find my heart
Repeating mistake
Repeating mistake
Repeating mistake
Mistakes on Repeatt